Monday, January 14, 2008

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Ok, so I suck. I had one. I'm a total loser and can't do anything right. I went out and got more patches, the step 2 ones. Instantly felt better. These itch more than the full strength ones!

Well, I have successfully proven that the habit is gone, but the addiction is full blown and freaking horrible. I have a whole new understanding and compassion for heroin addicts now. Seriously. If smoking is this tough, I can't even begin to imagine how terrible heroin must be. :( So, starting from Day 1 again...unless you don't count that one I had today. I had to. If that makes me weak, so be it. I'm weak. But, I'm back on the wagon. Hopefully, this will work out as well as it did last week until I ran out.

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