Sigh. Quitting smoking sucks. As I mentioned in my last entry, I am doing this sans patch. So far, I've been ok (if you count almost taking a butt from the trash and smoking it). It's funny though. Once you stop the habit part, you can really tell just how addictive nicotine is. I was bawling my eyes out for no reason yesterday, but I refused to give in.
It is officially pissing me off that my husband hasn't quit. If I can go one week without smoking (three of those days with no nicotine replacement), then he can quit dammit! It is to the point where whenever I see him smoke, I want to...a) punch him in the face b)take all his cigarettes and c) smoke them all in front of him. I seriously don't know what to do, because frankly, I think he's making it so much harder for me. And it's not like we don't have a good reason for quitting. Grrrrr! See how mad I am? We are supposed to be saving money because of the bills and here he is just smoking away. Well, to be fair, he cut down from over a pack a day to like 5 or 6 cigs a day. But still!!! It makes me so freaking mad. More later when I start freaking out again.